I feel a great rush writing all these, a rush of happiness and a sense of feeling that I will be appreciated for what I am writing especially for the fact that it is flowing naturally. I want to be able to forgive everyone for anything they do to me that I feel is bad but how can I be able to totally forgive someone if I still can remember what they have done to me even after I feel I have forgiven them. The human heart is a puzzle that no man can really solve. Two hundred years ago, a person would die from a simple sickness and people would say it is the Lords doing. In this new generation, the doctors and the medicine they have created is able to give man another shot at living life and that is something we all participate in. Does this mean that we all are defying the real plan of God for us all? War is really a shameful thing because I do not understand why someone would what to kill another person. I have always tried really hard to understand what really makes us different from the next person beside us but in reality,there is nothing different about the next person. If u look closely, you will see that the person next to you looks almost exactly like you but maybe a little difference in appearance. But does the way we appear really matter?does that make u more special than the person next to you? I love to learn more and more about life and to acquire some knowledge that most of us seem not to want to venture in. I am simple man with simple rules and regulations but not every one will accept those rules and regulations and that is normal to me.